” To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven; A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace. ”
Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8
You might be wondering what’s with the title “The End” ? —- my previous article says “to be continued…” Have I found my real match? Too lazy to finish my stories? Did I get sanction for doing those crazy articles? Or am I just simply out of my senses that’s why I’m ending it?
Well, the answer to your questions is… NO!
When I started writing my blogs, I thought it was more of just story telling of what I went through using those dating apps. Little did I know that because of this it just made me understand better my real feelings about the whole thing!
I am not ready at all! …… Well, I thought I was, but I’m not!
Perhaps it is not that easy to move on from something special you had by covering up what you really feel and convincing yourself that you’re back in the game when you’re not.
My heart just spoke to me that I need more time to grasp everything.
With this decision, I have already deleted my accounts in those dating apps and have closed my doors to the 4 new Kuyas. Sad to say, but it is TRUE.
Sarado na po ang pinto ulit ni Paloma.
But of course I wouldn’t want to leave you hanging. For this last article — though I won’t be sharing detailed story of how I met these guys — what I’ll share is a top level description of the 4 Kuya’s.
Here it is:
- Kuya Cola – I called him Kuya Cola because his name reminds me of a beverage brand I used to drink. He is not the typical guy I would really be attracted to but I like his company. In fact we dated 10 times na daw … well, he keeps track of our dates so what can I say? He is funny, not too athletic (in my standards) and came from the same university where I graduated from. Take note parehas pa kami ng course and org! So chances are, nagkikita na kami noon but we just didn’t had the chance to know each other. He has a great set of friends, which by the way I’m inlove with — oo, nauna pa kesa sa kanya ang pagmamahal ko sa mga friends nya — pero kahit ganon, what I really like when I’m with him is, it feels like I’m just hanging out with a friend. Inshort harmless and borderline na kami sa “Friend zone”. But he is really sweet and super thoughtful — as in minsan maiinis kana sa kulet nya pero saludo ako kase I can say he is genuinely a good person.
- Kuya Showbiz – Kaya Kuya Showbiz, kase dating artista yung lolo mo at naging mayor din! May pagbida pa nga sya nung mga pelikula at commercial na nagawa nya before. He has one beautiful kid. And infairness, in terms of physical attributes sya naman yung tipikal na magugustuhan ko — matangkad, gwapo and very articulate. Kaso, medyo sablay lang kase parang si Kuya Babes, aggressive din. And nung first date nga namin eh he even said if I ask him to marry me eh “OO” daw sagot nya. Hindi rin medyo makapal ang face nya noh? Ako pa talaga magtatanong. Anyway, he is super sweet din kaso natakot na ako lumabas ulit with him kase nga super aggressive. So we just continued our communication thru video chat.
- Kuya Me – si Kuya Me naman kaya “me”, kase parehas kami ng surname. He is also tall and gwapo. Ang nakakatawa pa, same company pa sila ni Kuya Showbiz haha. He is very formal, and mukhang cultured. He’s so much into wine! He is also engaged in sports and talagang athletic. Parang same din kami ng storya with our ex. We both have been in a 7 years relationship na akala namin yun na yun, pero yun nga natapos din. I enjoy talking to him, he is very sensible yun nga lang kapag nagjoke sya or ako, parehas na hindi namin nagegets ang isa’t isa. Pero he is really nice. And I really like how he value his family especially how he takes care of his mom. Sya yung tipong papa material talaga.
- Kuya Run – Si Kuya Run naman well, with the code name run, obviously he really likes running. He joined so many iron man competition. Inshort, super duper athletic. And whenever he would ask me on a date, laging running activity sya, omgee talaga. He’s tall and moreno. Yayamanin din si Kuya kase sila lang naman ang may pinakamalaking business dito samin.
Oh ayan, haba ba ng hair ko noh? Pero yun nga eh, I really can’t decide which one to choose despite all of them are good men. Hindi talaga mapilit si Paloma. I’m just not ready to love again. Kahit gusto ko pa magkajowa sana bago magpasko eh wala eh, diko pa kaya and it will be unfair to that person I will choose kase hindi buo ang loob ko. So ayun, sarado muna natin ang tindihan. Saka na kapag ready na ako na mamuhunan ulit. Masaya naman ako sa status ko ngayon! Promise!
At para sa apat na mga Kuya ko, better luck next time! Parang UP vs Ateneo lang yan. Bawi nalang sa susunod. #UPFight #UPNamingMahal
At dito ko na tatapusin ang Tindering Saga ni Paloma.😘